Red&Nasty Doll of Mama

Nov 23

An occupation.

  • Xyzzy: What do you wanna do in the future?
  • ∆∆∆: Well... nothing. Just relax!
  • Xyzzy: Bullshit. No one relaxes. Everyone needs to have an occupation of some sort unless of course u have inheritance or u are just too damn filthy rich.
  • ∆∆∆: Hmm.. I will be...
  • Xyzzy: A pimp? A chef? Electrician? Accountant? Pharmacist? Doctor's helper? XXXXX's husband? Undertaker? Mortician? Orbituary writer? Pathologist? Food nutritionist?
  • ∆∆∆: Wait. What's with that thing about XXXXXX's husband?
  • Xyzzy: I don't know. Maybe you know.
  • ∆∆∆: What?
  • Xyzzy: About being XXXXX's husband.
  • ∆∆∆: Siao.
  • Xyzzy: I am not siao. You are. And im not feeling high now. im sober. im processing a drawing into the com.
  • ∆∆∆: No wonder you are so free!!
  • Xyzzy: Lets not avoid the topic. So u wanna be XXXXX's husband or not?
  • ∆∆∆: See how ba. i rather let myself be free for now. Whatever happens then happens lor.
  • Xyzzy: What if you had a choice?
  • ∆∆∆: A choice?
  • Xyzzy: Without the "whatever happens will happen". A choice to say yes or no.
  • ∆∆∆: As you had said, life sucks.
  • Xyzzy: What if there isnt any "it depends" or "see the future"?
  • ∆∆∆: I won't take any chances without enough confidences even if there isn't a depends or see how later.
  • Xyzzy: ......
  • ∆∆∆: At least i could say now is not enough confidence or still wanna be with myself ba... wanna just remain like this for a while
  • Xyzzy: Really? I thought you didnt.
Nov 20

colouring

Experimenting an old book feel on Photoshop. It looks more like a comic book rather than a picture one.. :( Maybe it can be a hybrid!

I’m so totally hooked looking at 50’s, 60’s modern illustrations. The one thing I really loathe about myself is not being able to decide on a style before really embarking on a “project” — I’m thinking of redrawing the entire series, but it’ll be a heck lotta work cuz I have to revamp and haul over the entire character models. And not only that I’ll have to buy a lot of watercolour paper to lay the paint on — I just realise that maybe I’m not that proficient in Illustrator after all so I’m thinking of handpainting the pictures…. but I’ll see how it goes..

I am also looking at old colour photos of ah pek singapore to get a feel of the colour scheme, and I’m currently considering blue, red and yellow…. Yeah and I’m deliberately making my pictures appear as if they have shitty printing. =D

Fuck my black pen just leaked! Noo!

Nov 20
I salvaged my bro’s old CPU board and turned it into some sorta …. post apocalpyse nuclear thingy with my Dad’s help. Here you can see I was quite obsessed with that game Fallout, Nuka Colas, the Garden of Eden Kit, retro space era and the atomic bomb scare between Russia and USA in the 60’s.
The bulb actually works, and can produce a small tungsten light if you switch it on. The tagline at the bottom right reads, “PROCREATION IS YOUR CIVIC DUTY.”
Ooh! Do you like my cat magnets? So cute right! =)

I salvaged my bro’s old CPU board and turned it into some sorta …. post apocalpyse nuclear thingy with my Dad’s help. Here you can see I was quite obsessed with that game Fallout, Nuka Colas, the Garden of Eden Kit, retro space era and the atomic bomb scare between Russia and USA in the 60’s.

The bulb actually works, and can produce a small tungsten light if you switch it on. The tagline at the bottom right reads, “PROCREATION IS YOUR CIVIC DUTY.”

Ooh! Do you like my cat magnets? So cute right! =)

Nov 19
Phoebe’s test shot from her SLR that her Granddad (a really awesome photographer) passed down.

Phoebe’s test shot from her SLR that her Granddad (a really awesome photographer) passed down.

Nov 16
Ain said I actually looked like a girl today. No!!!
(On a side note, should I get piercings on my left eyebrow?) :3
(via loveyourchaos)

Ain said I actually looked like a girl today. No!!!

(On a side note, should I get piercings on my left eyebrow?) :3

(via loveyourchaos)

Nov 12

quote There’s nothing left — no hate. Nor joy, nor sadness, nor solace, nor spirit. I can’t salvage anything from this. Not even hate.

Nov 12

Half-a-room

**To Lao Piao:

Don’t get so bored! We’re going manhunting, make new friends on I Love Museums Day … (hopefully)!

Think of it this way, in Yoko Ono’s perspective in her installation “Half-a-Room” — you’re simply now making room for another new person in your life. ;) At least this is the way how I see it…

******

Am waiting for my group’s turn for proposal review in school now. Sianism. The publishing room is like my second home now.

Nov 10

Just an old song on the radio

— ’Carry Me’ by Patty Griffin

Maybe they come by land
Maybe they come by sea
Maybe they’ve already come
Maybe they come by me
Slipping into the twilight
I ride the broken wave tonight
An old song on the radio
You knew a long time ago
An old song on the radio
Going out over the ocean

Maybe it’s world war i
Maybe its world war iii
Maybe it’s vietnam
Maybe we’re on tv
Falling into the tall grass
Melting into the tall grass
Spilling out over the lip and
Into the ocean
Into the ocean

Carry carry carry me
Over the ocean, over the ocean, over the ocean, over the ocean
Over the sea

Maybe i’ve come so far
Maybe i’m on my knees
Maybe i’m dead or alive
Maybe i’m dead or alive
Maybe i’m none of these
Just an old song on the radio
Someone put on a long time ago
Going out over the ocean
Over and over the ocean
Over and over the ocean
Over and over the ocean

Nov 08
Nov 07